Released on vinyl, CD and cassette January 1995 as a split release between Candy Ass Records (Jody's label) and Chainsaw (Donna's label)
Recorded August 12-16, 1994 at Avast! in Seattle, WA
Produced by John Goodmanson
Donna Dresch : guitar/bass
Jody "Coyote" Bleyle : guitar/bass/vocals on tracks 2, 6, 7, 8, 10
Kaia "Kangaroo" Wilson : guitar/vocals on tracks 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 7, 8, 9
Marceo Martinez : drums
1. Fagetarian and Dyke (2:45)
2. Hate the Christian Right! (2:35)
3. She's Crushing My Mind (1:42)
4. Freewheel (1:39)
5. She's Amazing (3:03)
6. Fake Fight (3:07)
7. #1 Chance Pirate TV (3:04)
8. D.A. Don't Care (2:21)
9. Growing up in Springfield (2:19)
10. Screwing Yer Courage (1:39)
Fagetarian and Dyke
Well how do I do, not good, fuck me
I spent the last ten days of my life not getting any sleep
Well how do I do, I don't, fuck you
I spent the last ten days of my life searching for you
What have you?
I heard everything
And all that has changed
I have no clean clothes
Selling my heart plus delusion plus nowhere left to go
Small things become smaller, false not true
You were not right, I have some guts somewhere
What have you?
I heard everything
I had to dismember me, test denial
Sleeping on the kitchen floor
Testing my love
Well how did I do, not good, fuck this
I spent the last ten days of my life ripping off the Smiths
The pressure is on my head, my knee
This amp's too heavy to carry, I need some wheels now
What have you?
I heard everything
Hate the Christian Right!
Without complaint, restraint you buy time
You never wanted to care
You kill, you kill, you kill
Without, no out, fake smile, teeth, brain
You never wanted to care
You fuck, you fuck, you fuck
Kissa kissa my girlfriend (All is well, side to side)
In the van at some show (And brush away)
I trade the kisses for pennies to stick between my toes
Without complaint, restraint you buy time
You never wanted to care
You kill, you kill, you kill
Without, no out, fake smile, teeth, brain
You never wanted to care
You fuck, you fuck, you fuck
Dead!
He says he cant see
What's real
In front of his face
I hitchhiked to the Eastside (All is well)
Traded the pennies for seats (Side to side)
In the bleachers at the ballgame
We didnt speak a word (And brush away the strands)
And fear fear I'm sick with it (Side to side)
And I know why (And brush away the strands)
Cement blocks on my face and legs (We are all in the way)
I'd trade my pennies to grow wings and eight more eyes (We are all the way in)
She's Crushing My Mind
What I should have been was way too possible
It's fucked up to think like this and I'm waiting for her thoughts to kill me
Only shes not having a thought past thinking about why
She was born this way
Trying not to forget her face before remembering anyways
It's the kind of structure that breaks with
Everyone still on the ground
You don't want to let it hit you, full force
Nothing left to guard
You don't want me to know
You never wanted me this way
This way, you never wanted me anyways
She wants to forget it
Freewheel
Whole lot of things to say
But I can't seem to hold on
Moved away it pulls me back to what I miss
Like talking, talking, talking with the mad queen
About emotional evolution
Well I do what I do and I don't need you
To tell me what's in and to tell me who's cool
I got no money left and the mean world around me
And I don't need that girl to watch TV with
She's just the same girl
Over and over and over
And you can go back to your boyfriend
Half of this is me and I'm not sure who the other is
She maybe came from all of you
This house is warm
I think I'll take a nap
Just like freewheel...
Freewheel!
Well I do what I do and I don't need you
To tell me what's in and to tell me who's cool
I got no money left and the mean world around me
And I don't need that girl to watch TV with
She's just the same girl
Over and over and over
And you can go back to your boyfriend
She's Amazing
It's where the obvious turns dumb and clarity turns off
I'm standing somewhere near the back of the room
I'm on her left
I'm in between her
She's amazing
Her words save me
She holds her head as if it's true
Where the last one passed me by
Read about her in the papers and on TV
They say she's outspoken
Many will try to destroy her
But if she were to stop
I stop, we all stop
She's amazing
Her words save me
She holds her head as if it's true
I'm sorry, my mistake, do I sound strange?
I always wanted to make sense, I fell flat
I cave in, I gave in, you cannot trust all lies
I always wanted to make sense do I lose
She's amazing
Her words save me
She holds her head as if it's true
Fake Fight
I cry out in the darkness forever to be free
And I cry out so my loneliness won't get the best of me
I can see a brave tomorrow when I might just leave this town
After all these days and nights of anxious sadness left me tired and doubting
Everything I thought I'd found
Apprehension
Strange letters
Found two kittens on the tracks
Got my picture taken twice today
When are you coming back?
I can see a brave tomorrow
Don't let this spaceship bring me down
After all these days and nights of anxious sadness
Left me tired of doubting
Everything I've got
My love
My life
Not this time
I'm found
This one's for this girl I know
Tree bound bug locked stare I know
One hundred and forty one days no rest
Less I miss one single kiss
There's a tree fort on this island on the river by Oaks Park
We found it on our bikes and had fake fights until dark
This one's for this girl I know
Tree bound bug locked stare I know
I'd be a fly around your head or a pin in your neck
If you knew which you liked best
Well I looked into the distance you said all I know is what I see
Sincerity not guessing at our own humanity
But I'm still driving up and down I-5 figuring what's fucked
Counting on the distance between underground justice and handmade luck
#1 Change Pirate TV
Sinead O'Connor holed up in a hollow tree
Starts a cable station
Called Number One Chance Pirate TV
The creatures of the forest reject network TV as a thing out of control
We're building bombs, looking for our chance, this shit's for me
It's time to choose
It's time to see who will be loyal
And who will betray the forces that be
If you're wearing blue stand up
if you're wearing red sit down
If you're wearing green you're mine
If you're wearing green I'm yours
Dry it off, try it on
It's one day's ransom pay, if that's a relief
Now I'm convinced, and another thing
Are you bound by every thought that ever crossed your mind?
Sometimes it feels alright
Sometimes it feels alright
Sometimes it feels alright
And that's a relief
Sometimes it feels alright
Sometimes it feels alright
Sometimes it feels alright
Like when you rip up a picture of the pope!
D.A. Don't Care
They tell you you lie
It's your word against his so tell me who's right
And how was he supposed to know
I know what to do with this body
I had on a polyester basketball uniform
And I can't forget this if I try
I know what to do with this body
They tell you you lie
It's your word against his so tell me who's right
And how was he supposed to know
And how was he supposed to know
Growing Up in Springfield
When I was fourteen
I fell in love with her
In metal shop
She said Kaia come pray with me
So we sat on her bed
And we held our hands together
She told me I needed god
I told her I just needed her
When I was fifteen
I liked to start fires
And drive my parent's truck
To the Jasper store
Things were out of control
I couldn't stop to see
The others, the ones like me
Were not far from reach
When I was sixteen
She said to me
You have a demon possession
I said what the fuck does that mean?
She said she couldn't be my friend
Those were the worst years of my life
And all the hick boys loved to harass me
So I flaunted my
Hatred of the flag
My mother cried
When I shaved my head
Screwing Yer Courage
It's summer
The hair's grown in
on my upper thigh
Just like so much corn
in late July
But is it summer
I'm shaking and my feet are bitter cold
I need some fries to go with that shake
I need to grease back my hair
Or let it whip my face
Let it whip my face
I love you
Baby, I love you
I love you
Baby, I love you
We'll stock up on canned goods
And move to the woods
We'll find a piece of land
And quit this fucking band
I love you
Baby, I love you
I love you
Baby, I love you
